Dear Jimmy,

       I eat my words. The title says so. Why? Easy. Because of this "good" results i cant go poly!! WAAAAH!!! =( Now im stuck in a JC. I 've been waiting to get into a poly (games design and development) but due to my results, my ,parents are VERY against it. Everytime i open my mouth i end up scold because I told them i wanted to go JC. Stuff like ITS YOUR OWN EFFORT. and WASTING YOUR STUDIES kept coming up. Crap... Ok i wont talk too much about it, i didnt write this just to keep complaining to you about this kind of stuff XD So... im now at Tampines JC and just had my 1st day oriantation. Ha... its about the same as the one in MI, but MI is seems alot better... dunno why =O Perhaps because my friends there are ALOT more warmer and friendler. Sad that i got to leave them, especially shaun, ze kai,ya wen and angeline. Sad... and i was about to like angeline as a very good friend. Oh, and since you dont seem to be reading through this anymore for any reason that you've kept, heres a small confession. Hm... i was attracted to Ya Wen in the MI, but she went on to Temasek Poly. So sad :( didnt get to see her again.

       Lots of things to say, yet as always, someone time gets taken away. Anyway, from now onwards, i'll start posting stuff on what i've been doing. Which is for now, my map, RA_StormFront. Someone thought of this idea 2 years ago, but it was never finished. So i intend to start on t his project. Deadline is 1st July. Some screenshots if u're interested to see :D

 

The old StormFront beta version (it was never completed): http://img148.imageshack.us/img148/6954/sf01psdwa8.jpg

 

The new layout of the map (Version 6, after much changes 2 years ago):http://img148.imageshack.us/img148/5392/rastormfrontni6.jpg

 

The current work in progress for the lastest version (which i MUST complete :D ): http://img179.imageshack.us/img179/4282/wipoverview01ae5.jpg

 

Well, thats it for now. My parents and brother will be coming back soon and i wont be able to use it

 

Cyaz!

cuddling

Dear Jimmy,

      MUHAHAHAHA!! CAPS LOL.

      kk just kidding, im not that excited or whatsoever. Ok, i just got my O level results, and it completely shocked me. Example: Miss chan and Mr Lim was looking at me. VERY seriously. Then they talked about scolding me whether i played during the holidays or something (my computer lol) Then they complained... WHY DID I GET SO GOOD RESULTS?

 

English: A2

E.Maths: A2

A.Maths: A2

DnT: A2

History/SS: A2

Chem/Phy: A2

Chinese: LOL C6

 

       WHAT THE HECK LOL!!! I didnt know that i'll get so many As. Then Mr Lim gave me 50 bucks (as promised) due to high scores and getting As for my Maths. Followed by $120 worth of popular vouchers to add up to my already $40 of vouchers i had. Um... so how did you do? I hope not too bad, or very good, better than me? XD

        Man, im getting more and more lazy to enter entries, must be due to computer lag >_>

 

Be back soon,

cuddles

Dear Jimmy,

       Uh uh, its still this title. If u dont want to see it, LEAVE. If u claim jimmy is dead, then u're no longer around here. I wish you all the best.

       For now, i'll delicate the last bit of my time to answering your questions wahida. Firstly, no its not wrong for having two nicknames. I myself is using one, which is, as u know cuddling. The thing WHY is it defined as lame when you said so, was that you used that name to hide yourself behind so that others will not know who you are in the first place and try to insult/complain against others. Its like a wall that you can hide behind so that others are not able to recoginze (pardon my bad spelling) and throw back replies at you. For myself, I do declare that im kenny. everyone knows that, my MI friends know that, my buddies on the internet knows that.

       Yes, i know my english sucks. I admit it to be so. Im not saying u use the so called "pro" english or higher langauge skills, its just that mine is lower than yours.

        About your point on "Dear Jimmy", perhaps i DO seek her attention, but however, it is not relevent now, due to the attiutde she has adpoted towards me.Oh, and if you had read my first ever post in here, you would have realized that when i first started on this "dear jimmy" thing, i had no idea whether she will ever read it. So would u call me attention seeking? I didnt force her to know, its just part of her curious nature.In any case, i still decided to call my blog jimmy. She herself said that Jimmy is dead. So be it. Now my blog has a name, it is up to her whether she wants to see or not. By the way, i know my point here does not explain very well, i'll be welcome if u give a reply to it. (again, my spelling and skills fails me =/ )

        On your 3 subpoints u made. I'll answer them one by one.

        -No, i do not stare at her. Let me ask you, when did u ever see that? Back in Changkat Changi, i hardly even saw her, much less talked to her. I noticed you used "stared" with quotation marks, perhaps you can eleborate on that.

        -No, actually she didnt. In the beginning, she didnt turn me down. She merely asked when am i coming to give the present, but i did not turn up on that day because i was upset by her.

        -What is the defination of most of the time? I did not everyday message her, and those day which i did i sent less than 15 messages. Do you call that alot? Also, i was wondering. What does that got to do with the fact she got a boyfriend? I wasnt stealing her away or anything. All i did was to type a few words and sent them over. Furthermore, she does not answer to more than half of them.

       

        Yes, you do have your rights to speak up. Being a friend you must come to her/him when in need, i respect that and so if you have any constructive comments, i'll be glad to hear it. but before you decide to put down anything, get your facts right. Oh, and do i sound lonely? Sorry man, i didnt mean that to happen. Perhaps i typed in a "lonely" fashion. And you said dont bother to blog about "my lonely" life. Hmm... does that mean thousands of other truly lonely people are wrong to blog about it?

        And yeah, you did sound nasty. Hahahah... I wont take that to heart. So many people had hurled stuff at me i have just threw them out of the window. In life you must do that or u'll end up being a slave to your own 'loneliness'. Oh, who did i think was KINGKAS? well, it was either shainaz herself or one of her friends. Which in the end, I was right.

 

so long, time to sleep

cuddling

Dear Jimmy,

      Hello... again. Oh and before you go rattling JIMMY IS DEAD, no. Not saying you just killed her/him, but jimmy never dies... ever. no explaination, thats just it. Also whats about this never smiling back, in the first place you never did, i dont go flashing my smile everytime i meet someone. Changing this title to Dear Angeline? i dont think so. Firstly, it doesnt fit. Secondly, i WANTED to put jimmy, and yes i'll always make it that way, nothing is going to change that. Lastly, before i reply to the rest, i dont understand why is it so you dislike me so much now. For what? nothing. I did nothing, and neither did you. Messaging you too much? bullshit, i message even more to other people. Pesting you by bringing presents and giving ur mom a surprise? Thats crap, your mom deserves something since its her birthday and it comes only once a year. And what does this got to do with you and your malay compitition? =.= oh fine, its your words, i cant control them, speak whatever comes to your mind then...

 

      Ok, to the others (or indeed, they might just be the same person, or your friends, because i noticed a few connections between them)

 

To DuQui: Really? Yes i did befriend him, he was quite lonely and usually islotes himself from the group. Well, so me and the rest of my friends went on to talk to him and tried to mix around, but he "somehow" always ends up outside... =( im sure there are other ways of doing so. Theres no gurante that theres "a friend you're looking for". It can be anyone, it could be you, it could be shainaz, it could be angeline, it could be pang cheng, it could be tamil, it could be weixiong, it could be soleha, it could be shawn (my so far best MI friend and its abit siao siao one) anyone at all, so i dont assume one to be it. Also whats about this part with "if jimmy hates you find another girl." excuse me, i dont girl hunt as a sport. what does "jimmy" hating me got to do with me looking for another girl? speak up, you're talking too softly.But i dont deny that her words might have hurt me.

 

To KingKas: Drop the stupid disguse, its lame. You have given yourself away so damn easily by your words and your tone. If you want to talk rationally, i expect you to speak out, instead of hiding behind something. Still, im interesting in answering your questions. You claim that you have never seen a "pest" like me. If you do not know me (which i doubt it) you are the biggest lier in the universe, you just contradicted yourself by saying u have 'never seen'.If you do not know me, you dont know what did i do and what have i thought, so let me rephrase those words to you at the end. GET A LIFE.If you DO know me, you know who am i like, and who yourself is, and i got nothing to say. And now onto other points. Pestering someone like jimmy? i do wonder in what way i pester her. know your facts before you speak (again, this is applied to IF you dont know me). and i already know the stupid bus number, so the point is useless. saying good night to jimmy? how does that got to do with wasting money? you think i message her everynight and say that? HAHAHAHA. i dont mean this, but u're an idiot, who said that one must message or call her? no, u assumed it. i didnt, all i did was to just say to a picture on the wall (just kidding, no pictures. Just in my head ok?) give me a reen and i'll pester her, but no... shes not here, and i cant do that. pestering people doesnt mean LIKING that someone, again, u assumed. yes, i did say i like reen, and i still somewhat do. but for jimmy? thats for another day. Thats to your point of pestering. I couldnt pester reen because shes not here, and i did not pester jimmy (to my own knowledge anyway). so well, if you have something to enlighten me, im all ears.

Giving a present to jimmy's mum is because its her birthday, and i have made that point at the top, so if u havent read it, its time for you to do so. who am i trying to please? no one, why should i? who am i trying to like? who? jimmy's mom? jimmy? or reen? answer that question yourself, i have given the answer already. no, im not two timing, did you actually hear me asking both of them to be my stead? NO. i understand if u misunderstood with my confessions, but your statement is incorrect. As for your last point, i do not know. Some are like that, but some are not. For those who are cold, i do not know why.

 

Jimmy gave me a no-no? what the hell are you talking about? sorry for being rude here, i never said i WANTED her to like me (as more than friends, being friends is good already)

Reen abhors me? Im not familar with that diclact, sorry so i could not understand what you meant.

Angeline is a good friend, she helped me in alot of things and brought me out when i sometimes didnt want to, but in the end i benefited from it. No guys? are you sure? perhaps because i do not find them revelant to type them in that post. i dont message guys as much as girls, dont ask me why. That i can leave you to assume.

Lastly, maybe i had newyear resolutions made. but im not putting them down just yet. being frank can be hurtful i understand, but this time, how about i saying back to you. GET A LIFE. and allow me to add SHUT UP at the back, but i do know that its your own brain and your own hands, i do not have control over it (sounds familar?).

        Ah great, there goes my time for composing a great novel here, sry man. I wanted to put in other stuff but now its late >_< and again i find myself going to be in deep fried shit if i dont turn off the computer soon. Dont worry i'll update it some other time =)

 

as always,

cuddling

Dear Jimmy,

       Finally! I can come in, after a week long suffering connection. Im not sure how long can this internet hold on though, so i'll make it quick.

       Firstly, for the person who replied. Well, im not sure what you mean by im keeping things from her. What kind of things? =O I try to be as open as possible in these posts... and im not sure whether she reads anymore. =(

       Next, remember i said about temasek poly? Yeah i went there with angeline. we went into this leature room and the students showed this skit which is SUPER funny lol!! i kept laughing with angeline ^_^. okok let me explain. First there was this "TV" they made from cardboard and they called it the 3D wide screen. Then there are 3 modes, normal (the news reporter stood behind the box), 3D (outside the box) and her personal favorite ( she stood outside and took of her hairband.... AND THREW OUT A BRA!!!) LMAO LOL!! HAHAHAHA!!....

 

lucky it didnt land on me, i pity that guy who got hit by the bra. its pink lol!!

 

        Then after that they showed this video of this poor dude whos a nerd and stuff, always kena bully and always dreaming of being a super hero (superman) and walks around his nose in his comics. then the lights darkened and he ran from the door, wearing a superman shirt!! lol!! (just in case u didnt want to hear something dirty, ignore the next part) I also noticed that he stuffed his underpants with paper or something to make his underwear look like as though *something* is sticking out. LOL!! then he runs around... posing... and then smells a dasmel in distress. Runs up to her.

" Are you ok?"

"No, im feeling faint"

 

Superman smells... and reaches her waist (wrong spelling)

 

he makes a face and says.. "uhh i see... u need to..." (u should know lol, something all girls wear at the bottom)

"NO LA! Next week im having a test on GP and i dunno what to do!!"

"Let me teach u english"

 

Holds up a picture A and a apple

"A is for apple"

"B is for banana"

 

"Long long banana!!" The girl says. LMAO LOL!!

 

Then blah blah blah. lots of crap and so on. but that is the funniest part.Later when they're saying what requirements to come into this course they threw out boards with words A1, A2, C6 etc etc everytime the newsreporter says it. Poor angeline got hit in the head by one of the boards =( lol.

 

       Ok... the day before... i regret being harsh to everyone whom i messaged and i apolyises (wrong spelling >_<) for that. But im really pissed off at that time when i asked around for a question and everyone took SO LONG to answer and just had to go around in circles... like royston. He said yes, then no, then "maybe i siao" and im getting really fed up. Then after that he said he cannot say. wa lau. waste my time, even now im typing this i still remember how angry i was at that time.

 

       Uhh... this is kinda short.. but i better sign off before my connection get cut again. Until then cya (i hope, u didnt seem know me anymore =[, being very sad recently due to alot of things... like being scolded by parents... seeing someone i didnt want to see on the MRT at that time...seeing someone that I WANTED to see, but didnt talk to me... sigh... nvm then)

 

Byez..

cuddling

Dear Jimmy,

       Before anything, thank you (to whoever it is) for those songs. Well... perhaps you're right. But it doesnt really matter to me, if im lonely, i can turn to my other friends instead of my secondary school friends. Dont worry =) i got lots of them... but not all are generally revealed to the public.

       I guess you decided to forget about me, dump everything about me and so on and so forth. Well... from your attitude... your blog... etc, i inferred from those. So now...im back here at home, sitting in front of my com, wondering about alot of things while waiting for a message to reply. Just a few stuff to add in: (this is put in order of time)

 

1) where were u on friday? I didnt see you throughout the whole day... only Siti and the rest =( got kinda worried in the first place, but never mind. in the end i went home myself, since that day angeline went with her friends to Ngee Ann poly open house. were you there too? or somewhere else?

 

2)Went for the parents talk today morning.. it was REALLY boring (for me) Mr. Tan started talking about birds, planes and superman. zzz then after that went to the hall (air con sia) for a physics demo on cataputs. lol! Then a robot show, where i played with them and didnt manage to win (the controls are all messed up. Right = left, left = right and is hard to turn to the left). Its a soccer robot game. Then refreshments... but that was all.

 

3)Angeline and I went to temasek open house and ngee ann open house. Met ilham at TP. lol. Actually the atmosphere of TP was great, people can feel at home there, while NP is "morden" with great looking buildings and plans... like a formal school. Then we went back at 7pm lolz... 1pm to 7pm >_> cant talk much about it now, maybe next time

 

        ok, today im in a so - so mood. angeline made my day, but i was upset by something else. hmm... i thanked her alot though. sorry i cant talk much today, my brain is tired.

 

hope to see you again,

cuddling

Dear Jimmy,

      Again, im stuck in this stupid computer at CS. seriously, this is almost pissing me of by trying to type just a few words and taking a damn long time. But who cares, as long i can put theses down, its good =)

      McDonalds! yes, i had it today morning. My mom insisted on bring me and my brother out there to have breakfast, so i had a BIG breakfast... lol. yea its very good, for a weekday at least.Then after that i saw siti at the tampines MRT waiting for someone.At first i thought it  was you, but then... why would u come to tampines for? ^^. Then on the train... i *almost* ran into someone who gave me a heart attack... YOU. really. You were just 1 comparment away from me and again, i didnt make myself shown. I dont think you would have liked to see me and neither for now i want to see you... do i sound very bad? sorry.Ok actually i would like to see you very much, but its the other way round that i feared. and so i became "invisible"...

       Hmm... what bus u usually take at the interchange? I only saw you going there with someone else but i cant remember her name. and why wasnt you with siti and the rest? i thought u usually go with them to MI? i take the buses outside the interchange, near the bridge. Then in school i met up with my primary school friends. =) good sey, theres actually 3 of them! and one of them used tobe my best friend in P5 and P6. lolz. Then i was talking to him and stuff sofyan told me to come over... to use my jacket to collect water !??!? huh? i havent forgotton u guys, and especially not you. i was just chatting with my P6 friend.. hes quite lonely here. I was reluclant to come over because well, firstly i think you guys are better off with each other without me inside and also from the look on your face the last person u wanted to see is me. (i mayhave read wrongly though, dont blame me)

       Waa... classes today is VERY tiring. firstly no air con. secondly we need to run up and down for each class. then two teachers never come and we need to squeeze into another class. lol.Oh yeah, then i kept noticing this girl (from sciece stream) who looks quite a bit like REEN. (*me points to my picture*) really!!ok maybe not her face or figure, but mainly her eyes. look really like her sia.but its not la... or i think i might go mad. eh.

        Going home nothing much. angeline got someone to go back with her after class ended.. which is 45mins after me. But i waited for her although she told me to go back. why? cause yesteday she waited for me what, so i must "repay" her ^_^. but i was so tired i didnt talk much... they talked ALOT. when two talkative girls come today you'll find that they talk everything under the roof (in this case, the MRT train) So now... here i am, in Century Square typing in a crappy computer.. lol.

         As the topic says above, i'll list down a few stuff... i know some sounds chessy or stupid or lame or.. or... dunno. im just putting them down... just in case the next day a metor comes down from the sky and lands on my head.

 

cuddling confess:

1) i miss reen seriously freaking alot

2) i do believe i like her in sec 4 and maybe 3

3) i admire the way she talks... and how pretty she is...

4) that i liked the "horny" side of her.. quite cute sey ^_^

5) that im wondering why i had typed 4 lines of her and i think thats quite enough

6) i read books *almost* everynight without fail... for about 1 or 2 hours

7) i say good night to you everynight always, no matter what

8) that it was me who gave your mom her present

9) was sad that most of the changkat in the MI is usually cold towards me

10) was happy that i found alot of friends, old and new

11) that i found out that the whiteboard is damn hard to wipe, not like the one in changkat. but everyone wants me to do it since i do it so clean.

12) that i will not be staying in MI. i came here for <fill in the blanks> and hmm... i think most likely i'll go to poly.

13) im very lazy and so far havent done any homework yet XD must start doing.. test coming soon

14) im messaging to Angeline now. shes now my top sms person. used to be mimi and noratiqah..but atiqah needs to work,and mimi dunno why stop. and YOU, whom i have no idea what is going on.

15) that of all the years i had, i like sec 2 the most. i like the class, the atmosphere. and it feels like as though everyone is part of it

16) that there is someone in my class with almost the same name as you, but hes a guy. lol!!! but the sad thing is, not many people make friends with him. name? shahnaz

17) something i might have habored for 3-4 years. but it might not be a good time to "release" it yet, its under development. people might like it, or dont like it. but its your life (as in mine) and you do it the way that u want to

 

ok 17 is enough, and im 17 this year. lol cant use much now,theres someone who wants to use the com and i have been hogging for a long time.

 

until tomorow,

cuddles

Dear Jimmy,

      Hmm... the topic title seems retarted... oh who cares man. just adding some stuff in =P this gonna be short...

 

1)lol, got into class 07S0 *something* cant remember. >_< but really, my class very nice, especially the teacher. Heres how the "staff breakdown" goes. Teacher = CEO. Class Rep = Director. Asst Class Rep = General Manager. Cleaner = Enviromental Officer (cool sia). AV/IT Rep = Technical Consualtant. LOL!!! good names for these stuff. but i cant remeber about subjects though... ^_^. Then my class got someone called Penny, sounds like Kenny right? then the teacher and the students kept mixing them up >_>. lolz.

 

2)Hmm... just read Siti. Zul's blog. VERY nice. like a real 'A' Level student sia. I can sense that she has a bright future ahead of her. Maybe she'll be a great reporter... not like you =P. Anyhow report also can lolz.

 

3)Got someone to accompany me today... and other days where both of us are released at the same time. her name is Angeline ( i think i spelt it correctly) And today she went home with me on the MRT. As usual she talks alot.. but its good sey. Like stuff about education, MI JC POLY... And other stuff like BGR thingys. like erm... she likes to talk like a professer lol, and likes to give "advice". Nothing much else though, has a good character and stuff...

 

       This will do for now, and the computer at Century Square has a PASSWORD on it. SIAO!! why those stupid people want to put a PW for what... mess up everything. So in the end i need to type at home... and its like damn a damn hot day. Makes me feel very stuffy.

 

Cyaz!

cuddling

Dear Jimmy,

      How are you, havent heard from you in a long time. Ok not exactly heard, "heard" you talking and shouting at the last day of the orientation.Pardon my wrong spelling lolz XD.hmm.. whats new?

       That last day really rocks. no kidding. Firstly it was the skit my group put up. it was funny wasnt it ^_^ me and a group of guys doing "broken" dancing. =P the spinning like a turtle, fake leg up, failed handstand and "head spinning" with two ppl holding my legs. My group is mostly split into two groups, one is extra entu (dunno how spell k?) and not entu at all ppl. Ok, im somewhat in between. And oh, that was a tie i was wearing during that skit. =) have experience tieing it. At the price giving, the 12 of us (both the dancing girls and guys) were TOTALLY shocked that we won the best cheer. How the hell we win it? Shawn was like: "how the f***??" lolz. Then after that, we went home. And as usual i was again going back alone and u guys together ( i think ). hmm, but then at jurong east there i met this girl who was in my group. Her name i think is angeline. Lucky me not so boring on the way back, at least got someone to talk to. eheh...wa then she talk and talk and talk and talk, so much to talk sia. ^_^ ok wont talk too much about this just in case it gets boring or something. WHen i got back, I was like totally red. No im not blushing or whatever crap, got tanned too much >_>. i dont think i need to be blacker than i am now lol.

       =O ok this is really short, but i cant remember what else i should put down. and its like 10.30pm here already...my parents dont like me using it "so late". sad... didnt see u online in MSN. Or was it because you have blocked me? sigh... Ok, i got to eat dinner now. hungry =P Until monday, cya!

 

as usual,

cuddling

 

Dear Jimmy,

      This is fast... i only entered one yesteday. Just putting some stuff in, feeling very sad now,and the rain is not helping me.

 

1)At least the cheer of my group is better now,compared to last time.Last time it was just claping of hands..and thats all. really.Ya la, saw you infront of your group. Always you leading them one...good for them.

2)Heres a word of advice,never ever use the computer in the century square foodcourt. Its SUPER slow and damn laggy. Not only that it can sometimes just hang for no reason, unless its a must use, dont try it.The computer restarted 3 times when i tried to enter this page.h, and the keyboard sucks too.

3)Eh.MI dance.Was quite ok, ut the last part funny funny one.Especially the turn around thing,my partner kept messing up there. lol.Then i just walked around only,but i saw you at the end of the hall. Then i duno le...I know my group isnt the best one... the OGL even more blur than mem and quite a few of them not very entu one.Only those 3 big guys VERY funny. Yep,i do believe that my group is the funneist among all of them.

4)Subjects... i dunno which to choose. maybe i should have went to innova JC instead with my L1R5,but i still came here...bah,nomore reen to annoy anymore =( so in the end picked S101 +geo (i always wanted geo, but i got sent to history because its 4E2)I dunno did i make the right choice or not...

        Sad...but then, why sad.Maybe it was because mimi nowdays wont reply to my message anymore or was it because in my class im the only guy which came here, and thats why im not exactly very "home" here.Or was it because of you? your "wont talk" policy or was it something else?Kept thinking about this from the MI all the way back here (OMG this computer keyboard really suck, it tok me over 30 mins to type to here)But you know, i'll always remeber you, no matter what happens.Be it you move overseas or i somehow get abucted by aliens,you'll never bee gone.

 

Have to go now, spent over an hour at this stupid computer,

cuddles

Dear Jimmy,

      Before anything else, theres something that i want to say, and no its not exactly to you. bear with me for a sec.

      Hi stranger,i saw your funny little comment on the other side of this post. I was thinking, what were you trying to do? im sorry if i had offended you in any way in the past, or for whatever reason. Or you could just be someone i do not know. In case, you can just comment all you want.Put in bullshit, crabshit... or whatever kind of shit,i dont care. Im not gonna stop typing this just because someone said that this was damn stupid.Now come to think about it, i dont know how long should i keep this up,although forever is a good idea. Unless you can somehow cut my internet connection or hack into my msn account, you're just wasting your time. And no, the password is not jimmy, shainaz, reeny, mimi, weixiong or daphane.In fact, dont even bother to try =P. heheheh... 

       Back to you jimmy. Do i sound like some showhost >_>? I got lots of things to say, but hardly any could come into here. for a few reasons.

       ok maybe im messaging you too much. But the funny thing is, i dont really do so. I messaged exactly the same amount (well almost) every month. Everytime at the end of the year you always somehow get annoyed for no reason and start being "cold" Also, from the way you say about me not being your friend, persky, etc etc.Its like as though u wrote that im not your friend in the first place and you could just easily "detech" me and throw me aside. And actually i msg you and u only replied like half of the time, but it was only 1 message you sent to me that i didnt reply...i was still upset that time ok?

       yea yea. im busted, you saw me today under block. Tried to do it secretly but how i did i know that you'll wake up earlier that i expected. And no,i did not wake up everyone whos sleeping. i just 'dropped by' as i said so. And i was on the same train too, but i didnt show myself. You know the reasons,so i wont enter them here.

        Anything else? or yeah,noratiqah asked me out yesteday to go see courts (the megabig store one) to see laptops >_>lol, the only good thing i see is those xboxes in front of me ^_^.then she kept saying oh this laptop features are good..but the looks suck blahblahblahthen after that we went to long john silver. But then when i go order the cashier corkup.first its count wrong money, then its forget to tell the cook to cook my fish.In the end wasted half an hour and i was like sittng with her and doing nothing, watching her eat.h and theres this man beside me and he stared at me when i took the tray and put on the table next to him. Lol, it was like... i mean, hes not even sitting there, just beside his table. Then atiqah say :siao ar? lolz.... Then after that she went to work at bata (century square) was quite fun with her though.

        wa.. the MI today like so lame sia.. the cheers so lame.... the leature was so boring i nearly fell asleep.And the dance was like... is that a dance?Now i dunno what subject combination to choose... at first thought of S101 + history..but then later scarly not good... then i dunno. After that i know you guys...or girls..whatever,went to bk. then the guys like dunno whether to join u or not,but in the end stay at kfc. then i order the buddy meal and eat ALL of it. yeah i know, 2 person meal i eat all lol.The rest was like... hey kenny, ur stomach can handle ar, wy dont u grow fat =P But then after thati realized that i ate toomuch and ran out of money to topup my ezlink card and cant go back. Luckly myfather's workplace is nearby, i could just pop in and borrow a bit to topup my card =)

        ok this sucks,im typing from a public computer because the home one is locked down (by parents again....)damnit... i could break it, but they'll find out VERY soon... so i sad leh.Im a computer game tester online for a game thats being developed and i dunno what to say to the boss if i didnt turn up for "work". will he kick me out? >_<

         Finally, please. Dont be like this (am i begging you?i hope not) I do like you very much (for a friend ok?) and i hate being tossed asid like that.erm.. ok that sounds unlike me. eh.

 

From,

cuddling

Dear Jimmy,

       Hey! I mean, hello. Damn good to be able to write again. Ok lets see.. whats first... Oh yeah, today. Was the "field trip" ok? I hope i wasnt too cold in snow city.... If thats so... yeah its my fault, should have went to skate instead >_< But still, it was great to be out and "getting hot" =) Thanks alot... for everything. Was sad that i didnt manage to spatter you with enough snow though...Oh yeah, and your present too, i havent open it yet. i'll do it later. Same wrapping cover from the one i gave you? I knew it. lol! I know i didnt talk much, for some reason my throat gets stuck everytime i wanted to open my mouth =O. "fumes" mimi said that your sister is that kind of quiet cute little girl... obivously, she was mistaken. =P Doesnt matter, Alisha (correct me if im wrong) is quite a good girl. :) cute though, not like you ^_^

        Ok other stuff, Nicholas (my classmate) bought me to a church during the 2nd week (i think). Well, it was different from what i pictured it. I thought its those kind of slow... calm churches, but i was wrong. Its very hip, very rock. They even have a band and they rock big time. Great music too. But i still have still have to turn down nicholas offer on embracing Jesus. My mind is still pretty fixed on what i have now.

        I know im not supposed to be talking about daphane, but still. i sort of miss her messages... now i come to think about it =(

        Great! So many of us are going MI, im sure we'll have a good time there =) Dont worry, you wont be late the first day, i'll make sure of that. yea, it'll take about less than 1 hour from simei to Bukit Batok, just wake up early and you'll be fine.

        Merry Chritmas! I havent forgotten that its your mom's birthday, i promise i'll get her something =).

 

Until my memory returns..

cuddling

Dear Jimmy,

 

      Howdy, its been a long long time... My stupid graphic card broke down (due to too much playing i guess) and i couldnt use my computer =(. Luckily its fixed now =) Hehehe... Ok here are some stuff that never got written down for a long time..

 

1)Firstly, i decided to erase all those info that got to do with HER, well, just because she seemed so hurt about it =( I didnt mean any harm or whatever when i first wrote it down. Hope she cheers up. Anyway, thanks alot jimmy =)

 

2)Hey, remember that time in which i told you that i said good night to you every night? Yea, its word-for-word. As in i really said goodnight, although i really doubt that you can hear it lol. Sometimes i think that im being a real idiot sometimes... but who cares man, life isnt fun without a hint of crazy inside it.

 

3)heard that you're going on holiday, please be sure to enjoy it. eheh... you're a lucky gal.

 

4)My mind's pretty blank now...couldnt think of anything else... =X although i DO know that i did want to type ALOT of stuff, but for some reason i cant remember them. Ok.. thats really lame. (^(00)^)

 

Alright... i'll put more as soon as my memory return,until then, cya and have fun =)

 

From,

cuddling

Dear Jimmy,

        Hey hey, you alright back there? Hows things going? Hmm... i wanted to ask you whether did you like the present i got for you...but err... the words cant come out from my mouth XD. So how was it? Was it too small or something? i hope not. Actually i wanted to get one of those huge huggables in mini toons. You know... those on the top shelf, but when i asked them they said they didnt have tigger, only bugz and so forth. Well... lucky me =P. Thanks for inviting me in, yes i had a great time... ok maybe not only by watching those cartoons, but also the pasta your mum made. really, its very good. I had never tasted anything like that before (ok... maybe its because i have never eaten that before). Said that your house is messy? haha... next time u come look at mine.

        As usual... some of my little notes.

 

1)I must thank mini for telling me get the right stuff =O If she didnt do anything well... you would be getting a huge (and i really mean huge, look at "the wrong message") bugz bunny huggable. But about the chocalate, i did know that you like kinder.b, but i had no idea that its your favourite. =D

 

2)Confession: I'm lazy. Right now, im jsut sitting in front of the computer typing this while im supposed to be doing work. Ok... i havent done my history and social studies homework and didnt revise for my MT. My seat is already getting hot. I guess i'll have to do A.Math later... like i promised my teacher. Now my A.Math tuition is tuesday to saturday >_> 4.30pm to 8.00pm sigh...

 

3)Dont be too upset for your physics practical, as i said before.... theres always the written paper right? Comeon... you can do it. If you cant it means im an idiot =O

 

4)Hm... just in case you want to know my marks... here they are...

 

English B4

Chinese B4 (but for 0 lvl got C6 >_> )

Hum B4

DnT B3

Maths A2

Science B4

A.Math D7

 

is that all?

 

CCA B3

CME (lol ) A

 

NAFA 30 points (this one i must laugh, lololol )

 

5)Dont forget that next week's the MT. ( but i doubt u'll do that, you did remind me after all) Well... if u plan to put it into your L1R4/R5 try your very best. Even if you're not gonna do that... DO IT WELL. it'll look weird if u get everything A for your O level and suddenly theres a C5. If u had gotton merit for your oral... im sure u can get at least a B4 or above easily. I only got pass =(

 

          I guess its up till here... its now 10.25pm and im not supposed to be using the com (again). If u ever feel sad or down or something like that, just go and get the tigger and hug it tight :). you'll feel better. if you dont... the tigger will have to answer to me =P. just dont trim his whiskers ok? Good night jimmy.

 

aidios,

cuddling

Dear Jimmy,

       Let me start off by singing a birthday song to you.

Happy Birthday to you...

Happy Birthday to you...

Happy Birthday to Jimmy/Nazzie/Shainaz ( lol )

Happy Birthday to you...

 

clap

clap

clap

clapclapclap

 

okok i know thats lame =P

 

       So... hows your preparation for your 'O's? I dont wish to remind you, but the next one is on monday (that is, if you're retaking Mother Tongue) correct me if im wrong. Just came back from school... kinda skipped the last lesson. Was so tired that if i went for it, i would have fallen asleep. I might as well go back. Been quite some time since i wrote, nearly a month. Well, been busy lately. I do hope that you're coming torromow. Alright... some new updates ( so called updates)

 

1) O levels, thats it isnt it? Really, i have been like... er slagging away for so long? And i only just bought my Social Studies Textbook Sec 4. gah... been very lazy. I hope you're not like that. Wont want you to do badly in your Os

 

2)Yes, your birthday. Im not sure whether will you read this before i give u my present, but i might as well put it down. Firstly, i must confess i have been quite lazy, i wanted to get you your present, but so far i cant. (for reasons best know to myself... unless you ask me) But i'll give it to you most likely next week after your MT. That way, it would be a surprise, right? In anycase, how was your birthday? did you get any cake or something?

 

For now, thats about it. There are lots of things i should say, but i cant get it out of my mouth (or in this case, my fingers)

so until torromow... cya

 

From,

cuddling

Dear Jimmy,

       First thing first, GOOD NIGHT. ^_^ went off to play warcraft so fast >_> and i made a mistake, it wasnt warcraft thats lame, its World Of Warcraft. its really the lamest game on this planet (according to my brother) with rubbish graphics and bad gameplay. And also, thank you for your concerns. I'm much better now... as long as the haze goes away. It makes me think as though we're living in a cloud.

       Today is Reeny's Birthday. Well... i decided not to give her anything, but in any case, i still send her a SMS wishing her happy birthday, no surprise that she didnt reply. XD im fine with that.

       Ok... about my exams... so far this is what i got.

 A.Math Paper 1: 39/80 (OMG THIS IS HORRIBLE!! i hope P2 is better)

Chinese total: 59/100

E.Maths: 68.555555 (this is really crap, i shouldnt be getting this kind of score. Mr Gary and my A.Math Teacher Mr Frank expected me to get at least 75)

English: 7/25 (lol, but this one i dont agree with the answers. They are weird and everyone says that)

Hum: 63/100 (not good enough)

 

from the way i see... im getting an average of a OMG C5??? =.= i better buck up. You too, make sure you do your best in your studies. i dont want to see you getting to somewhere that you dont want to.

         Enough of my marks, from next week onwards, i have decided that every weekday, from 9pm to 12am i'll do a math paper. mondays, weds and fri E.Math. Tue and Thursday A.Math. I do hope that my marks will pull up. lol, marks again. Also, i thought that i'll stop playing my fav game Red Alert: A Path Beyond once i hit 500 Recommendations. (its a kind of reward for being the best player, highest killer... etc) currently mine is 364 and its the highest in the whole gaming community.

          Some other stuff: Asha still sees me as her enemy (i think) everytime my head turns to face her direction (and i add that im NOT looking at her, im just looking or talking to someone) she always say: "WHAT LA" or "points the middle finger" at me. what the hell..??

         omg, its 10.30pm already. i better turn off the com soon. Im not supposed to be using it as my parents dont allow it and they had set a password to the computer. Well... i broke it two times. Firstly it was 97650735 (my moms 2years ago phone number) and now its PTS (her company)

 

got to go, cya jimmy. and dont get panda eyes! it'll make pandas look bad! (kidding =D )

 

always,

cuddling

 

Dear Jimmy,

       Hello, its been quite a while. Whats the last paper? oh yeah, A.Math. XD better do well on it. Ok, just noting down some stuff.

 

1) Reeny's birthday coming soon.

hmm... guess what am i gonna give... hmm... surprise! Nothing. XD got to save money for something else this month. maybe i'll instead print her one of my pictures that i edited for her. The one with her on a poster that says (SAY NO TO REEN) =P

2)About you

Remember that time in which i told you about whats after the O levels? Yes, its about friends leaving and me feeling all sad. But actually it doesnt apply to all my friends, more to one only. well... yea... that person is you.

3)Sick me

Guess im having a cold now... too much haze and fog. ^_^ nah, i'll clear up in time

 

well.. i know its kinda short, will put up more next time, a LOT more. until then.. cya!

 

from

cuddling

Dear Jimmy,

       Studying hard for your A.Math? Or still slacking around doing nothing? lol, relax i was just kidding, dont get mad. Ok... some new "updates"...

 

1)Reeny wants me to take off that picture of her in this space... after saying shes not gonna see it again. What the heck? I mean like... if she's not going to see this space again, she wont even know whether i did take it off or not. In any case, i thought of doing a new picture of her. This time a picture of a poster on a wall with her inside and someone shooting at it with a Colt .45 X-D

2)Prelims coming soon. Yep, so MAKE SURE YOU DO WELL OK? Although it doesnt affect the O levels, imagine what is it like to get 7 C6s back just right before ur Os. Very discouraging.

3)Ok... for me, now im loaded down with homework. Have to do 8 E.Maths papers and revise for my A.Math. Oh crap... should i do? but i dont really feel like doing it now...

4)Ok i have a confession to make (in order to...): I sorta like reen. brrr... ok i better not say anymore before i erase this post XD

5)Anything else? err... so far its been a boring month... so i guess not...

 

Ok.. i know this is kinda short, but i'll put more in next time. Until Monday, cya. And i hope that you'll do well in your prelims.

 

From,

cuddles

Dear Jimmy,

      Long time no see, been quite a while since i writen. Mostly because of the mock exams and also need to do my DnT works (and also i think its because im lazy too) So... i want to start of by saying thank you for saying happy birthday to me. =D. yea... i know its already past two weeks but it wont hurt to say right?

       Sorry about not able to put up my last message, i still dont have the time for it. My mind is also pretty blank now dunno what to write about... but i dont want to not write anything at all, or this posts are going to be dead. So... okies, firstly im going off to temasek ploy for this.. uh 1 day "course" but i dunno what to do there. Dont even know why did i ever sign up for >_> you said that thats wat you're aimming for, but this mid year, i remember that you said that you wanted to go to a JC. change of heart eh?

        Right now, im feeling a little... erm not so workful, so i doubt i can talk much. Sorry man. Just saying, im going to school on monday to do my DnT and rush off to temasek poly after that. Hope that i wont see reeny... lol just kidding. Again, [cancelled]

         Followed up by a few strange questions... and thats about all. lolz. ok, i guess i'll see you when school reopens again.. seems like a long time.

 

From

cuddling

Dear Jimmy,

       Remember i said last week i'll post my last coded message? Sorry, but i havent finished it >.<. Again, my dumbest message of all time :"How are you?" XD . Hey, saw u online on MSN today... but u suddenly signed off again, i must say (again) that you really tend to log off alarmingly.

       So far...swamped with DnT work. The folio is expected next monday and i left 15 pages to do. Looking at people like ning zhi, zhi fang, phaddus. OMG their work is like... ermm...whacky. how can my folio beat them >.< Now im first helping yann chang do his photoshopping of his DnT project. haha...so kind xD (kk tats shameless :0)

        I've been through many of others blogs besides mine... and after seeing them makes me want to tidy up this place a bit, by next month ( i hope) everything so be more neat + a lot cooler. So... how was your MT paper? after "seeing" your reaction last time on MSN, it seems like you didnt expect what you got. sigh... me too. Stupid oral pull my marks down. got only a lowly C6. Now got to retake >.< seems like Zu didnt need to, most likely because she got high marks iszt? been a little sad lately, mostly due to the suddenly take back of test papers and they were HORRIBLE. my SS and History got one of the lowest marks i had ever had, my E.Maths (surprising) didnt get full marks when i expected it so, been rushed with DnT homework and constantly being upset at school. I hope this will pass soon.

        I dont wish to remind you, but 'O' Levels is in 72 days. Must study hard, didnt you say before you wanted to go to a JC? but i didnt see you on that day when everyone who was interested to go JC go to the AVA room. If you're there, it means that you have suddenly grown so short =X. Also, that wei xiong keeps on playing APB when he could use the time on the folio >_> i think he'll fail... i hope not though. The ranking system restarted yesteday night, now im rank 42 xD out of 1000 players. nutty right? i used to be 2nd with a unbeatable kills and recommendations from other people.

        Why is it i keep writing these when i know you might not be looking at them? Am i being bo liao or wat? sigh... the world has changed... ( dont ask me what tat means) about the chocolate i wanted to give u. i actually did buy it and i wanted to give it to u, but i didnt get the chance to do so. First, you're fasting. Second, i can never find you after school.Third, during recess and morning. i cant just come up to you. Why is that so? maybe im being crazy or something... i do hope that in the end, you will get it. in any way possible. i dont care even if i didnt get to give it this year, next year i'll get it, if not, the year after next. (yes i know we might be in different schools already, but i'll never forget)

         Have to finish up yann chang's work, hes counting on me, so did soleha when she asked me to help her do her assembly drawing for her DnT. Must finish it. So... until next time, cya

 

From

cuddling