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August 25 4th blog D=Dear Jimmy,
Hey hey hey, oh man its been too long. Well not for you, but rather for me. Yeah, the title said it. 4th blog of stormfront (which is really too long, the project is being slowed down) I hope you're doing fine for your studies. As you know for me everything is really horrible, U grades except for GP :p meow!
So far my 3rd counsolling session, yeah. Got sent there becaues my results were horrible and my parents want me to pull up my socks (not saying its already high enough of course) In the end, managed to study better.. at least i hope so. haiz. mainly talked about what did i do for the week and how can i manage my time. Also, on my last session she took a video of the whole thing! The counsollor (yeah i know its the wrong spelling, my english is terrible) said that its for her own professional use, so no one else would be seeing it. Hey, it had my face on it you know :p
Recently just passed my Physics paper. Its like wow. It was tested on circular motion and gravitation field, but i left the circular motion topic blank. Which means i either got full marks or close to it for my G-Field! Yay... its been quite a while since i passed something. Not only that, i got my GP essay back, 30 out of 50! Like omg was it haxed? i totally wrote crap on the paper (like izz, in my class) and i cant believe my teacher said it was a good attempt. Lolz, then next time i should write more crap then. Hopefully my next GP fine too.
I've cut down on my play alot, but nowdays its just surfing the net. No more playing as much as i did like before july. Sigh... Nivitra mentioned you the other day and said you were happy in MI. Really? good for you then ^_^ Im as usual drifting around, not exactly very good with any friends, mostly netural with all of them.
Ok, just a quick post on blog number four for stormfront! There has been 3 map releases so far, and im really glad the testers are really taking their time to test it. Thanks to all of them =3
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Hai guys, metalfeg here. It's my turn to do the blog this time. D:
First of all, I would like to thank all of you for being active, dowloading and testing the map, and reporting it's bugs. Nah, let's go on with the blog. --- The Yak --- As you may have noticed, the fixed Yak is still not available in Stormfront 1.0 and 1.2, and it won't be released until Stormfront 4.0. Why? Because it's incredibly difficult to make this airplane stable. Here's an image about nodding of the Yak, made by Fegman:  Fixed-wing aircrafts should be supported in renegay, so blame EA :V --- The map ---I think you all know that the map layout is done. Minor problems like holes, lack of vehicle blockers, texture glitches are going to be fixed. Besides these bugs we'll be focusing on special effects & features such as waterfall, Badger bombing system, advanced shader effects(refraction effect on water o.O ),  --- New Model --- The parabomb (FAB - 1000 ( Take a look at it:  This awesome model was made by Archer, good work --- Scripts --- K, the remote control script is done, it works without memory leaks, and doesn't crash the game when I take remote control of something. As far as I know this script will be built in the newest release of scripts.dll I tried to make a GPS script. It's purpose was to lock the vehicle camera with a direct downwards facing. A remote controlled flying object with a fixed camera would have worked like a real time radar/GPS. Well, it haven't worked, just created 83 memory leaks. nice. --- LevelEdit --- Nothing, Fegman is a n00b. --- Sounds --- Nothing, peerawat9 is a n00b as well. --- Easter eggs --- There are 2 easter eggs in this blog, go find them. D: --- End of blog --- -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
One of these days, im going to sit in front of the computer and type in this blog for at least 20 mins. Until then, cya!
All the best,
cuddling lolbai. July 21 Another half a year to go, can you manage it?Dear Jimmy,
Hey, its me again, no this blog isnt dead yet =| We're reached half a year! Keep it up. I hope you're doing well in MI, since in TPJC Im kinda slacking like hell. The teachers as usual are trying to drill everything into our heads, but half of it never got in. Sigh. Also, I just got Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows. Woo! Now I need to spend some time to read everything. Hopefully its good.
Well, I screwed up my midyear. All H2 failed and H1 only GP passed, the rest are subpases. Lolz.. I hope you scored better than me. But at end of year, either I do better, or I really need to go to poly. There would be a meet the parents session next week, and my tutor wants to speak to them about my grades. :( I hope it doesnt go too bad. I always find myself stuck with what I want to say. There are lots of things that can be spoken, like everything from how my internet is failing to who is my next crush in school (ok not really :P )
And also, as I have promised, heres the blog from the next Project Stormfront. ^_^
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Reporting in , sir - I am Admiral Funky Peerawat
I'm the one who will do the blog this time , sir Firstly , thanks for all of you who still active and keeping this kickass forum online ! Commander , we spotted a StormFrontsislle Silo ! Warning ! StormFront has been spotted! We're redoing the first release to make it look better with new scripts and stuff. So we're scrapping the old intended release 1 and make release 2 RC1 ----Level Edit--------------------------------- Eggman is back and badder than ever >:D By the way , Eggman had made a special feeling to the forest , as u approach the forest , it will start to get foggy and darker ! Owned ! All Pilots , Listen to this new order , Eggman has turning our kickass yak at last into No LONGER VTOL ! He's currently doing great stuff on it's physics (U dun have to understand this lol) , and to prove that we dont lie to u guys , Catch this ! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YyL_dj9fOCk - For the youtube lover ----The Map----------------------------------  Everything seems good , but all the easter eggs're all located at the world's end ! Also you will noticed that we made a new waterfall which can and will kill/destroy the old stupid renengade ones , take this as an e xample , more details can be find in next blog  Link: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Pg5bUj4vyQM ----Models------------------------------------- metalfej done ze bridge and he will even make more ! more ! Yes ! More models ! But now he is working on remote scripts Ah , ppl of Stormfront , now you'll have to experience this new stuff ! Now we no longer have to see "paper tree" like in APB , we got news models for these things now (hopefully they wont turn into Treants and own your inf) ----Sounds------------------------------------ Ah ! Is that Admiral Peerawat back from the grave ? (Or his com) , i can say that many new sounds've been completed yet not fully tested . Be prepare to meet the superior sound effects (o rly?) - each building will have it's own amb sounds etc. ----Attention on Deck !---------------------- As posted above , watch out for EGGs ! (not eggman) We're trying to gather the information of this file , we only know that it is made by someone who is called by the Archerian and Metellian's people the "superb modeller" ----Closing Notes------------------------------ The IRC channel is still the same except that u guys will not see me Online on IRC because i got a problem with it Actually Archer will be the guy who will do the blog next time but he'll be away , Metalfej will take care of it himself , if he still alive and not KIA Sorry for bad english , I am not very good in English , but i u r seeking for a guy who speaks Thai and Troll Language , I'm there to Ban you ...err teach you Transmission has ended - Mission Pending..Unable to Exit , Unable to turn off Mission Owned ! Battle Control Fucked Up ! ______________________________________________________________________________________
That isnt too long isnt it? Wow, seems like im using this blog to post my project's developments. I really wish that I should talk more about myself and how have you been doing. I wont say I miss you, since you will puke and say no way, I dont know you.
Oh man, Im really wanting to keep reading the book. Got to go now, cya in the next blog!!
All the best,
cuddling June 04 Ze HolidaysDear Jimmy,
Hi! How are you? Very, very long since i last posted a blog here. Had been busy in JC, but nowhere as near as busy as the rest of my classmates. Again, i do feel like as though im very slack compared to them. How are you at MI? Fitting in well i think? =D I do wish that the food would change though, compared to TPJC, the MI food isnt... erm.. really that good. =P Just kidding, of course if you like it, I would have nothing to say =)
Well... as for me, 1st week of holidays, its nothing but play, play and play. Slack eh? I just got my physics test paper today. Guess what I got? 17.5 out of 50. I was... surprised. Not because of it being low, because I got more than 10!! I dont really tend to pass stuff that much, seeing that JC things dont really enter my head when i try to read them up. Sigh...
My class, is great. Well, to a certain extend. Its nowhere close to a certain class that I once was, but its good enough. Enough of people on the wild side and enough people on the quiet side ^_^
Right as I said before, updates on my map, heres it is copied directly from the forums
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Hi guys, cuddling here. Its my turn to do the blog this week
 Before anything, I would like to thank all of you for still being active although there is not yet a map release. Thankfully, most of the level edit side (rawr Eggman) is more or less ready for RC1 so you might expect it at your doorstep soon. ---The Map----------------------------------------------- As eggman has posted, the map layout is done. And a few minor balancing problems such as the flame tower unable to hit infantry at a certain area has been fixed. However, I am unhappy to announce that I have not done much progress on it since the last blog due to school. Been up all night doing homework and spending some time playing command and conquer 3 as well. So blame EA guys =V ---The Lighthouse----------------------------------------------- The civilian Lighthouse is modelled by Archer, who once again displayed his amazing skills in 3D Studios Max. The lighthouse will offer cover for units when under attack and is a good spot to scale if you happen to be a sniper. I have been considering whether the lighthouse should be destructable, seeing that snipers can just camp at their base and pick off people one by one. The destruction of the lighthouse would be likely to reduce the sniper's ability to overlook the enemy base.  Lighthouse ingame with low detail textures (note that this is a test map, not Stormfront itself)  ---Rawr!! Sounds!!----------------------------------------------- Listen, do you hear anything?... ... Well, not now, but you will be experiencing the full peerawat9 sound effect upon entering the map. Most of the ambient sounds have already been submitted and I want to be the first to say (rawr! I copy eggman) that it is really sounding good. Other minor sounds include a surfacing submarine effect sound when a sub appears out of the water and wind howling on top of the hills and lighthouse, so be prepared to dig out those waxes in your ear holes  ---Level Edit News---------------------------------------- Your beloved eggman has been doing a great job for the level edit part of the map. Parabombs, changing weather effects and positioning the sounds effects inside. Do thank him would you?  ---Upcoming stuff---------------------------------------- Dont shout, we arent yet ready for a first release yet. However, we are very close to one. Everything is almost done, except for the map model itself. Blame EA and school =| ---Closing notes------------------------------------------ There is a subchannel in irc.mp-gaming.com network, created by |NX|chocko. If you have read the recent posts, Coolrock and myself have been banned from the irc.n00bstories.com network for spamming the #IdleRPG channel. I will not be able to access the #stormfront channel and the staff channel until sunday, for Coolrock it would be 30 days later. As we do not want anyone to miss out on anything, it is important to keep everyone in contact no matter what the circumstances. Network: irc.mp-gaming.com Channel: #stormfront Password: stormtestlol Please note that the channel at n00bstories is still our main channel for discussion on this project. That would be all for now, and a few surprises has been added into the blog. Do look out for them However, they are WIP items, not the final release, so do not take them as the end product of the map. Peerawat would be doing the blog next week, so if you want music and sounds, make sure you tune in for that.Regards, cuddling & The Team ___________________________________________________________________________________________________________________
Great to know that things are so far close to according to plan and hopefully it will be released soon =D
Oh noes, a quiz on current affairs. Sigh, got to do it now. Cya again Jimmy, I really do hope to.
Bye!
cuddling April 20 New blog! waahahahaa...Dear Jimmy,
Hi again. How have you been recently at MI? Made good friends yet? :) Perhaps i should have stayed at MI, because they take 3 years. And I do believe that its alot better than having everything rushed in 2 years. Nowdays my teacher's voice have becoming more and more droning and leatures are becoming quite boring >_< Hard... Everytime I look at my classmates, they're like. ZOMG, they're studying all day. Then someone from my class said that I look like a major slacker. Lolz. Right, updates =D
1)Not much happen though. Just listen, come back do work, sleep. Wake up, listen, come back do work.. etc. Have been staying up til 2am to do my project work. Its killer >_< But I havent done much for the rest of my homework though... perhaps I should really start doing something. Sigh
2)Michelle had a birthday 3 weeks ago. AND I DIDNT GO. Nooooo!! I even got my present ready =( I guess I'll give it to her next time. She's my classmate in MI if you didnt know =) Angeline is someone else, not her. Dont get mixed up =P
3)Ah damn, there goes my memory =/ More on the next one
Hmm... time for my map stuff =D
NodGuy is on holiday, sigh. I guess I have to wait for him to come back before we start on the mini island.
Pictures can be found here -->> my photobucket!
Getting dark here =( And its hard to talk more about my map when its like this. I can say that we have finally fixed wing aircraft (not complete yet though) in the renegade engine, when its not supposed to =D And we have scrapped the paradrop idea for parabombs. Eggman891 and Archer dont like the idea due to the problem of LAG
until then, cya!
cuddles March 29 I eat my words IIDear Jimmy,
/me throws words into the air
/me eats them
Thats how its going about in TPJC. Eating words. Now if i had wanted to enter university, i should have stayed at MI. =( In any case, i again say that i had never wanted to go JC. What was supposed to be is poly. Just poly, in a course "games design and development" Sigh... oh well, i guess im stuck here for 2 years.
So how are you? And those with you at MI, noratiqah and <enter text here>. The last time i contacted noratiqah was 2 weeks ago, dots...
=( Sad me, sad me. (ok i know its copy from your old blog, but it fits here)
New updates:
1)JC is "almost" killing me. work everyday and after school. pressured to find a CCA (which i still have no idea what to take)
2)I lost my notes and worksheets yesteday in school =( Now need to redownload them again.
3)Going out with some of my MI friends this saturday ^_^ I think i'll call angeline along. Been quite some time since i saw her.
4)Yay! My team is finally working. As in, my team to work on my map for the game Red Alert: A Path Beyond.
5)Speaking of that, screenshots are below
My team:
Modeller: metalfej, Archer
General Layout: NodGuy
LevelEdit IC: Eggman891
Map Creator: cuddling (me!!)
Screeshots of work so far (i know they suck and i havent done much yet, but its worth noting down)
Archer's work in building up the plane that will drop HUMAN players, not the AI ones others have done so far.
The Naval Yard at the Allied side beach
I finally completed the soviet helipad side cliffs!! Weee!! Took me so long >_< Thats why i hate doing the cliffs. But this isnt the final design yet, theres still some details to be added
Sad =( More cliffs. This time, at the back of the Construction Yard. Sigh... back to work
The layout so far
Although im we're behind time, im sure the team can do it and make this map ready for the testers, which speaking of them they are:
Chad
Westy
Tesla006
gammae
peerawat9
omgnodguy (which is NodGuy)
venom
pzeper
CoolRock
mike
M1Garand8
ragekai (his real name is ze kai, and hes a MI friend =D )
chocko
^_^ I do hope that we'll finish it fast and release it to the public. And also i do hope that I'LL FINISH THAT 2 YEARS FAST. Dont really like JC =(
okies,until then
cuddling
March 09 I eat my wordsDear Jimmy, I eat my words. The title says so. Why? Easy. Because of this "good" results i cant go poly!! WAAAAH!!! =( Now im stuck in a JC. I 've been waiting to get into a poly (games design and development) but due to my results, my ,parents are VERY against it. Everytime i open my mouth i end up scold because I told them i wanted to go JC. Stuff like ITS YOUR OWN EFFORT. and WASTING YOUR STUDIES kept coming up. Crap... Ok i wont talk too much about it, i didnt write this just to keep complaining to you about this kind of stuff XD So... im now at Tampines JC and just had my 1st day oriantation. Ha... its about the same as the one in MI, but MI is seems alot better... dunno why =O Perhaps because my friends there are ALOT more warmer and friendler. Sad that i got to leave them, especially shaun, ze kai,ya wen and angeline. Sad... and i was about to like angeline as a very good friend. Oh, and since you dont seem to be reading through this anymore for any reason that you've kept, heres a small confession. Hm... i was attracted to Ya Wen in the MI, but she went on to Temasek Poly. So sad :( didnt get to see her again. Lots of things to say, yet as always, someone time gets taken away. Anyway, from now onwards, i'll start posting stuff on what i've been doing. Which is for now, my map, RA_StormFront. Someone thought of this idea 2 years ago, but it was never finished. So i intend to start on t his project. Deadline is 1st July. Some screenshots if u're interested to see :D
The old StormFront beta version (it was never completed): http://img148.imageshack.us/img148/6954/sf01psdwa8.jpg
The new layout of the map (Version 6, after much changes 2 years ago):http://img148.imageshack.us/img148/5392/rastormfrontni6.jpg
The current work in progress for the lastest version (which i MUST complete :D ): http://img179.imageshack.us/img179/4282/wipoverview01ae5.jpg
Well, thats it for now. My parents and brother will be coming back soon and i wont be able to use it
Cyaz! cuddling February 09 WEEEEE O LEVELS!!!!Dear Jimmy,
MUHAHAHAHA!! CAPS LOL.
kk just kidding, im not that excited or whatsoever. Ok, i just got my O level results, and it completely shocked me. Example: Miss chan and Mr Lim was looking at me. VERY seriously. Then they talked about scolding me whether i played during the holidays or something (my computer lol) Then they complained... WHY DID I GET SO GOOD RESULTS?
English: A2
E.Maths: A2
A.Maths: A2
DnT: A2
History/SS: A2
Chem/Phy: A2
Chinese: LOL C6
WHAT THE HECK LOL!!! I didnt know that i'll get so many As. Then Mr Lim gave me 50 bucks (as promised) due to high scores and getting As for my Maths. Followed by $120 worth of popular vouchers to add up to my already $40 of vouchers i had. Um... so how did you do? I hope not too bad, or very good, better than me? XD
Man, im getting more and more lazy to enter entries, must be due to computer lag >_>
Be back soon,
cuddles January 30 Some quick replies, getting late hereDear Jimmy,
Uh uh, its still this title. If u dont want to see it, LEAVE. If u claim jimmy is dead, then u're no longer around here. I wish you all the best.
For now, i'll delicate the last bit of my time to answering your questions wahida. Firstly, no its not wrong for having two nicknames. I myself is using one, which is, as u know cuddling. The thing WHY is it defined as lame when you said so, was that you used that name to hide yourself behind so that others will not know who you are in the first place and try to insult/complain against others. Its like a wall that you can hide behind so that others are not able to recoginze (pardon my bad spelling) and throw back replies at you. For myself, I do declare that im kenny. everyone knows that, my MI friends know that, my buddies on the internet knows that.
Yes, i know my english sucks. I admit it to be so. Im not saying u use the so called "pro" english or higher langauge skills, its just that mine is lower than yours.
About your point on "Dear Jimmy", perhaps i DO seek her attention, but however, it is not relevent now, due to the attiutde she has adpoted towards me.Oh, and if you had read my first ever post in here, you would have realized that when i first started on this "dear jimmy" thing, i had no idea whether she will ever read it. So would u call me attention seeking? I didnt force her to know, its just part of her curious nature.In any case, i still decided to call my blog jimmy. She herself said that Jimmy is dead. So be it. Now my blog has a name, it is up to her whether she wants to see or not. By the way, i know my point here does not explain very well, i'll be welcome if u give a reply to it. (again, my spelling and skills fails me =/ )
On your 3 subpoints u made. I'll answer them one by one.
-No, i do not stare at her. Let me ask you, when did u ever see that? Back in Changkat Changi, i hardly even saw her, much less talked to her. I noticed you used "stared" with quotation marks, perhaps you can eleborate on that.
-No, actually she didnt. In the beginning, she didnt turn me down. She merely asked when am i coming to give the present, but i did not turn up on that day because i was upset by her.
-What is the defination of most of the time? I did not everyday message her, and those day which i did i sent less than 15 messages. Do you call that alot? Also, i was wondering. What does that got to do with the fact she got a boyfriend? I wasnt stealing her away or anything. All i did was to type a few words and sent them over. Furthermore, she does not answer to more than half of them.
Yes, you do have your rights to speak up. Being a friend you must come to her/him when in need, i respect that and so if you have any constructive comments, i'll be glad to hear it. but before you decide to put down anything, get your facts right. Oh, and do i sound lonely? Sorry man, i didnt mean that to happen. Perhaps i typed in a "lonely" fashion. And you said dont bother to blog about "my lonely" life. Hmm... does that mean thousands of other truly lonely people are wrong to blog about it?
And yeah, you did sound nasty. Hahahah... I wont take that to heart. So many people had hurled stuff at me i have just threw them out of the window. In life you must do that or u'll end up being a slave to your own 'loneliness'. Oh, who did i think was KINGKAS? well, it was either shainaz herself or one of her friends. Which in the end, I was right.
so long, time to sleep
cuddling January 27 Whatever you say manDear Jimmy,
Hello... again. Oh and before you go rattling JIMMY IS DEAD, no. Not saying you just killed her/him, but jimmy never dies... ever. no explaination, thats just it. Also whats about this never smiling back, in the first place you never did, i dont go flashing my smile everytime i meet someone. Changing this title to Dear Angeline? i dont think so. Firstly, it doesnt fit. Secondly, i WANTED to put jimmy, and yes i'll always make it that way, nothing is going to change that. Lastly, before i reply to the rest, i dont understand why is it so you dislike me so much now. For what? nothing. I did nothing, and neither did you. Messaging you too much? bullshit, i message even more to other people. Pesting you by bringing presents and giving ur mom a surprise? Thats crap, your mom deserves something since its her birthday and it comes only once a year. And what does this got to do with you and your malay compitition? =.= oh fine, its your words, i cant control them, speak whatever comes to your mind then...
Ok, to the others (or indeed, they might just be the same person, or your friends, because i noticed a few connections between them)
To DuQui: Really? Yes i did befriend him, he was quite lonely and usually islotes himself from the group. Well, so me and the rest of my friends went on to talk to him and tried to mix around, but he "somehow" always ends up outside... =( im sure there are other ways of doing so. Theres no gurante that theres "a friend you're looking for". It can be anyone, it could be you, it could be shainaz, it could be angeline, it could be pang cheng, it could be tamil, it could be weixiong, it could be soleha, it could be shawn (my so far best MI friend and its abit siao siao one) anyone at all, so i dont assume one to be it. Also whats about this part with "if jimmy hates you find another girl." excuse me, i dont girl hunt as a sport. what does "jimmy" hating me got to do with me looking for another girl? speak up, you're talking too softly.But i dont deny that her words might have hurt me.
To KingKas: Drop the stupid disguse, its lame. You have given yourself away so damn easily by your words and your tone. If you want to talk rationally, i expect you to speak out, instead of hiding behind something. Still, im interesting in answering your questions. You claim that you have never seen a "pest" like me. If you do not know me (which i doubt it) you are the biggest lier in the universe, you just contradicted yourself by saying u have 'never seen'.If you do not know me, you dont know what did i do and what have i thought, so let me rephrase those words to you at the end. GET A LIFE.If you DO know me, you know who am i like, and who yourself is, and i got nothing to say. And now onto other points. Pestering someone like jimmy? i do wonder in what way i pester her. know your facts before you speak (again, this is applied to IF you dont know me). and i already know the stupid bus number, so the point is useless. saying good night to jimmy? how does that got to do with wasting money? you think i message her everynight and say that? HAHAHAHA. i dont mean this, but u're an idiot, who said that one must message or call her? no, u assumed it. i didnt, all i did was to just say to a picture on the wall (just kidding, no pictures. Just in my head ok?) give me a reen and i'll pester her, but no... shes not here, and i cant do that. pestering people doesnt mean LIKING that someone, again, u assumed. yes, i did say i like reen, and i still somewhat do. but for jimmy? thats for another day. Thats to your point of pestering. I couldnt pester reen because shes not here, and i did not pester jimmy (to my own knowledge anyway). so well, if you have something to enlighten me, im all ears.
Giving a present to jimmy's mum is because its her birthday, and i have made that point at the top, so if u havent read it, its time for you to do so. who am i trying to please? no one, why should i? who am i trying to like? who? jimmy's mom? jimmy? or reen? answer that question yourself, i have given the answer already. no, im not two timing, did you actually hear me asking both of them to be my stead? NO. i understand if u misunderstood with my confessions, but your statement is incorrect. As for your last point, i do not know. Some are like that, but some are not. For those who are cold, i do not know why.
Jimmy gave me a no-no? what the hell are you talking about? sorry for being rude here, i never said i WANTED her to like me (as more than friends, being friends is good already)
Reen abhors me? Im not familar with that diclact, sorry so i could not understand what you meant.
Angeline is a good friend, she helped me in alot of things and brought me out when i sometimes didnt want to, but in the end i benefited from it. No guys? are you sure? perhaps because i do not find them revelant to type them in that post. i dont message guys as much as girls, dont ask me why. That i can leave you to assume.
Lastly, maybe i had newyear resolutions made. but im not putting them down just yet. being frank can be hurtful i understand, but this time, how about i saying back to you. GET A LIFE. and allow me to add SHUT UP at the back, but i do know that its your own brain and your own hands, i do not have control over it (sounds familar?).
Ah great, there goes my time for composing a great novel here, sry man. I wanted to put in other stuff but now its late >_< and again i find myself going to be in deep fried shit if i dont turn off the computer soon. Dont worry i'll update it some other time =)
as always,
cuddling January 24 Stuff that didnt make it in the last postDear Jimmy,
Finally! I can come in, after a week long suffering connection. Im not sure how long can this internet hold on though, so i'll make it quick.
Firstly, for the person who replied. Well, im not sure what you mean by im keeping things from her. What kind of things? =O I try to be as open as possible in these posts... and im not sure whether she reads anymore. =(
Next, remember i said about temasek poly? Yeah i went there with angeline. we went into this leature room and the students showed this skit which is SUPER funny lol!! i kept laughing with angeline ^_^. okok let me explain. First there was this "TV" they made from cardboard and they called it the 3D wide screen. Then there are 3 modes, normal (the news reporter stood behind the box), 3D (outside the box) and her personal favorite ( she stood outside and took of her hairband.... AND THREW OUT A BRA!!!) LMAO LOL!! HAHAHAHA!!....
lucky it didnt land on me, i pity that guy who got hit by the bra. its pink lol!!
Then after that they showed this video of this poor dude whos a nerd and stuff, always kena bully and always dreaming of being a super hero (superman) and walks around his nose in his comics. then the lights darkened and he ran from the door, wearing a superman shirt!! lol!! (just in case u didnt want to hear something dirty, ignore the next part) I also noticed that he stuffed his underpants with paper or something to make his underwear look like as though *something* is sticking out. LOL!! then he runs around... posing... and then smells a dasmel in distress. Runs up to her.
" Are you ok?"
"No, im feeling faint"
Superman smells... and reaches her waist (wrong spelling)
he makes a face and says.. "uhh i see... u need to..." (u should know lol, something all girls wear at the bottom)
"NO LA! Next week im having a test on GP and i dunno what to do!!"
"Let me teach u english"
Holds up a picture A and a apple
"A is for apple"
"B is for banana"
"Long long banana!!" The girl says. LMAO LOL!!
Then blah blah blah. lots of crap and so on. but that is the funniest part.Later when they're saying what requirements to come into this course they threw out boards with words A1, A2, C6 etc etc everytime the newsreporter says it. Poor angeline got hit in the head by one of the boards =( lol.
Ok... the day before... i regret being harsh to everyone whom i messaged and i apolyises (wrong spelling >_<) for that. But im really pissed off at that time when i asked around for a question and everyone took SO LONG to answer and just had to go around in circles... like royston. He said yes, then no, then "maybe i siao" and im getting really fed up. Then after that he said he cannot say. wa lau. waste my time, even now im typing this i still remember how angry i was at that time.
Uhh... this is kinda short.. but i better sign off before my connection get cut again. Until then cya (i hope, u didnt seem know me anymore =[, being very sad recently due to alot of things... like being scolded by parents... seeing someone i didnt want to see on the MRT at that time...seeing someone that I WANTED to see, but didnt talk to me... sigh... nvm then)
Byez..
cuddling January 20 Zzzz...Dear Jimmy,
Before anything, thank you (to whoever it is) for those songs. Well... perhaps you're right. But it doesnt really matter to me, if im lonely, i can turn to my other friends instead of my secondary school friends. Dont worry =) i got lots of them... but not all are generally revealed to the public.
I guess you decided to forget about me, dump everything about me and so on and so forth. Well... from your attitude... your blog... etc, i inferred from those. So now...im back here at home, sitting in front of my com, wondering about alot of things while waiting for a message to reply. Just a few stuff to add in: (this is put in order of time)
1) where were u on friday? I didnt see you throughout the whole day... only Siti and the rest =( got kinda worried in the first place, but never mind. in the end i went home myself, since that day angeline went with her friends to Ngee Ann poly open house. were you there too? or somewhere else?
2)Went for the parents talk today morning.. it was REALLY boring (for me) Mr. Tan started talking about birds, planes and superman. zzz then after that went to the hall (air con sia) for a physics demo on cataputs. lol! Then a robot show, where i played with them and didnt manage to win (the controls are all messed up. Right = left, left = right and is hard to turn to the left). Its a soccer robot game. Then refreshments... but that was all.
3)Angeline and I went to temasek open house and ngee ann open house. Met ilham at TP. lol. Actually the atmosphere of TP was great, people can feel at home there, while NP is "morden" with great looking buildings and plans... like a formal school. Then we went back at 7pm lolz... 1pm to 7pm >_> cant talk much about it now, maybe next time
ok, today im in a so - so mood. angeline made my day, but i was upset by something else. hmm... i thanked her alot though. sorry i cant talk much today, my brain is tired.
hope to see you again,
cuddling January 16 Cuddling's confessions thread.. (well...almost =P)Dear Jimmy,
Again, im stuck in this stupid computer at CS. seriously, this is almost pissing me of by trying to type just a few words and taking a damn long time. But who cares, as long i can put theses down, its good =)
McDonalds! yes, i had it today morning. My mom insisted on bring me and my brother out there to have breakfast, so i had a BIG breakfast... lol. yea its very good, for a weekday at least.Then after that i saw siti at the tampines MRT waiting for someone.At first i thought it was you, but then... why would u come to tampines for? ^^. Then on the train... i *almost* ran into someone who gave me a heart attack... YOU. really. You were just 1 comparment away from me and again, i didnt make myself shown. I dont think you would have liked to see me and neither for now i want to see you... do i sound very bad? sorry.Ok actually i would like to see you very much, but its the other way round that i feared. and so i became "invisible"...
Hmm... what bus u usually take at the interchange? I only saw you going there with someone else but i cant remember her name. and why wasnt you with siti and the rest? i thought u usually go with them to MI? i take the buses outside the interchange, near the bridge. Then in school i met up with my primary school friends. =) good sey, theres actually 3 of them! and one of them used tobe my best friend in P5 and P6. lolz. Then i was talking to him and stuff sofyan told me to come over... to use my jacket to collect water !??!? huh? i havent forgotton u guys, and especially not you. i was just chatting with my P6 friend.. hes quite lonely here. I was reluclant to come over because well, firstly i think you guys are better off with each other without me inside and also from the look on your face the last person u wanted to see is me. (i mayhave read wrongly though, dont blame me)
Waa... classes today is VERY tiring. firstly no air con. secondly we need to run up and down for each class. then two teachers never come and we need to squeeze into another class. lol.Oh yeah, then i kept noticing this girl (from sciece stream) who looks quite a bit like REEN. (*me points to my picture*) really!!ok maybe not her face or figure, but mainly her eyes. look really like her sia.but its not la... or i think i might go mad. eh.
Going home nothing much. angeline got someone to go back with her after class ended.. which is 45mins after me. But i waited for her although she told me to go back. why? cause yesteday she waited for me what, so i must "repay" her ^_^. but i was so tired i didnt talk much... they talked ALOT. when two talkative girls come today you'll find that they talk everything under the roof (in this case, the MRT train) So now... here i am, in Century Square typing in a crappy computer.. lol.
As the topic says above, i'll list down a few stuff... i know some sounds chessy or stupid or lame or.. or... dunno. im just putting them down... just in case the next day a metor comes down from the sky and lands on my head.
cuddling confess:
1) i miss reen seriously freaking alot
2) i do believe i like her in sec 4 and maybe 3
3) i admire the way she talks... and how pretty she is...
4) that i liked the "horny" side of her.. quite cute sey ^_^
5) that im wondering why i had typed 4 lines of her and i think thats quite enough
6) i read books *almost* everynight without fail... for about 1 or 2 hours
7) i say good night to you everynight always, no matter what
8) that it was me who gave your mom her present
9) was sad that most of the changkat in the MI is usually cold towards me
10) was happy that i found alot of friends, old and new
11) that i found out that the whiteboard is damn hard to wipe, not like the one in changkat. but everyone wants me to do it since i do it so clean.
12) that i will not be staying in MI. i came here for <fill in the blanks> and hmm... i think most likely i'll go to poly.
13) im very lazy and so far havent done any homework yet XD must start doing.. test coming soon
14) im messaging to Angeline now. shes now my top sms person. used to be mimi and noratiqah..but atiqah needs to work,and mimi dunno why stop. and YOU, whom i have no idea what is going on.
15) that of all the years i had, i like sec 2 the most. i like the class, the atmosphere. and it feels like as though everyone is part of it
16) that there is someone in my class with almost the same name as you, but hes a guy. lol!!! but the sad thing is, not many people make friends with him. name? shahnaz
17) something i might have habored for 3-4 years. but it might not be a good time to "release" it yet, its under development. people might like it, or dont like it. but its your life (as in mine) and you do it the way that u want to
ok 17 is enough, and im 17 this year. lol cant use much now,theres someone who wants to use the com and i have been hogging for a long time.
until tomorow,
cuddles January 10 Good day to youDear Jimmy,
Hmm... the topic title seems retarted... oh who cares man. just adding some stuff in =P this gonna be short...
1)lol, got into class 07S0 *something* cant remember. >_< but really, my class very nice, especially the teacher. Heres how the "staff breakdown" goes. Teacher = CEO. Class Rep = Director. Asst Class Rep = General Manager. Cleaner = Enviromental Officer (cool sia). AV/IT Rep = Technical Consualtant. LOL!!! good names for these stuff. but i cant remeber about subjects though... ^_^. Then my class got someone called Penny, sounds like Kenny right? then the teacher and the students kept mixing them up >_>. lolz.
2)Hmm... just read Siti. Zul's blog. VERY nice. like a real 'A' Level student sia. I can sense that she has a bright future ahead of her. Maybe she'll be a great reporter... not like you =P. Anyhow report also can lolz.
3)Got someone to accompany me today... and other days where both of us are released at the same time. her name is Angeline ( i think i spelt it correctly) And today she went home with me on the MRT. As usual she talks alot.. but its good sey. Like stuff about education, MI JC POLY... And other stuff like BGR thingys. like erm... she likes to talk like a professer lol, and likes to give "advice". Nothing much else though, has a good character and stuff...
This will do for now, and the computer at Century Square has a PASSWORD on it. SIAO!! why those stupid people want to put a PW for what... mess up everything. So in the end i need to type at home... and its like damn a damn hot day. Makes me feel very stuffy.
Cyaz!
cuddling January 06 BB Orientation.. or something, dunno how spellDear Jimmy,
How are you, havent heard from you in a long time. Ok not exactly heard, "heard" you talking and shouting at the last day of the orientation.Pardon my wrong spelling lolz XD.hmm.. whats new?
That last day really rocks. no kidding. Firstly it was the skit my group put up. it was funny wasnt it ^_^ me and a group of guys doing "broken" dancing. =P the spinning like a turtle, fake leg up, failed handstand and "head spinning" with two ppl holding my legs. My group is mostly split into two groups, one is extra entu (dunno how spell k?) and not entu at all ppl. Ok, im somewhat in between. And oh, that was a tie i was wearing during that skit. =) have experience tieing it. At the price giving, the 12 of us (both the dancing girls and guys) were TOTALLY shocked that we won the best cheer. How the hell we win it? Shawn was like: "how the f***??" lolz. Then after that, we went home. And as usual i was again going back alone and u guys together ( i think ). hmm, but then at jurong east there i met this girl who was in my group. Her name i think is angeline. Lucky me not so boring on the way back, at least got someone to talk to. eheh...wa then she talk and talk and talk and talk, so much to talk sia. ^_^ ok wont talk too much about this just in case it gets boring or something. WHen i got back, I was like totally red. No im not blushing or whatever crap, got tanned too much >_>. i dont think i need to be blacker than i am now lol.
=O ok this is really short, but i cant remember what else i should put down. and its like 10.30pm here already...my parents dont like me using it "so late". sad... didnt see u online in MSN. Or was it because you have blocked me? sigh... Ok, i got to eat dinner now. hungry =P Until monday, cya!
as usual,
cuddling
January 04 Repeated: So sad... so sad...Dear Jimmy,
This is fast... i only entered one yesteday. Just putting some stuff in, feeling very sad now,and the rain is not helping me.
1)At least the cheer of my group is better now,compared to last time.Last time it was just claping of hands..and thats all. really.Ya la, saw you infront of your group. Always you leading them one...good for them.
2)Heres a word of advice,never ever use the computer in the century square foodcourt. Its SUPER slow and damn laggy. Not only that it can sometimes just hang for no reason, unless its a must use, dont try it.The computer restarted 3 times when i tried to enter this page.h, and the keyboard sucks too.
3)Eh.MI dance.Was quite ok, ut the last part funny funny one.Especially the turn around thing,my partner kept messing up there. lol.Then i just walked around only,but i saw you at the end of the hall. Then i duno le...I know my group isnt the best one... the OGL even more blur than mem and quite a few of them not very entu one.Only those 3 big guys VERY funny. Yep,i do believe that my group is the funneist among all of them.
4)Subjects... i dunno which to choose. maybe i should have went to innova JC instead with my L1R5,but i still came here...bah,nomore reen to annoy anymore =( so in the end picked S101 +geo (i always wanted geo, but i got sent to history because its 4E2)I dunno did i make the right choice or not...
Sad...but then, why sad.Maybe it was because mimi nowdays wont reply to my message anymore or was it because in my class im the only guy which came here, and thats why im not exactly very "home" here.Or was it because of you? your "wont talk" policy or was it something else?Kept thinking about this from the MI all the way back here (OMG this computer keyboard really suck, it tok me over 30 mins to type to here)But you know, i'll always remeber you, no matter what happens.Be it you move overseas or i somehow get abucted by aliens,you'll never bee gone.
Have to go now, spent over an hour at this stupid computer,
cuddles January 03 I hope its not too longDear Jimmy,
Before anything else, theres something that i want to say, and no its not exactly to you. bear with me for a sec.
Hi stranger,i saw your funny little comment on the other side of this post. I was thinking, what were you trying to do? im sorry if i had offended you in any way in the past, or for whatever reason. Or you could just be someone i do not know. In case, you can just comment all you want.Put in bullshit, crabshit... or whatever kind of shit,i dont care. Im not gonna stop typing this just because someone said that this was damn stupid.Now come to think about it, i dont know how long should i keep this up,although forever is a good idea. Unless you can somehow cut my internet connection or hack into my msn account, you're just wasting your time. And no, the password is not jimmy, shainaz, reeny, mimi, weixiong or daphane.In fact, dont even bother to try =P. heheheh...
Back to you jimmy. Do i sound like some showhost >_>? I got lots of things to say, but hardly any could come into here. for a few reasons.
ok maybe im messaging you too much. But the funny thing is, i dont really do so. I messaged exactly the same amount (well almost) every month. Everytime at the end of the year you always somehow get annoyed for no reason and start being "cold" Also, from the way you say about me not being your friend, persky, etc etc.Its like as though u wrote that im not your friend in the first place and you could just easily "detech" me and throw me aside. And actually i msg you and u only replied like half of the time, but it was only 1 message you sent to me that i didnt reply...i was still upset that time ok?
yea yea. im busted, you saw me today under block. Tried to do it secretly but how i did i know that you'll wake up earlier that i expected. And no,i did not wake up everyone whos sleeping. i just 'dropped by' as i said so. And i was on the same train too, but i didnt show myself. You know the reasons,so i wont enter them here.
Anything else? or yeah,noratiqah asked me out yesteday to go see courts (the megabig store one) to see laptops >_>lol, the only good thing i see is those xboxes in front of me ^_^.then she kept saying oh this laptop features are good..but the looks suck blahblahblahthen after that we went to long john silver. But then when i go order the cashier corkup.first its count wrong money, then its forget to tell the cook to cook my fish.In the end wasted half an hour and i was like sittng with her and doing nothing, watching her eat.h and theres this man beside me and he stared at me when i took the tray and put on the table next to him. Lol, it was like... i mean, hes not even sitting there, just beside his table. Then atiqah say :siao ar? lolz.... Then after that she went to work at bata (century square) was quite fun with her though.
wa.. the MI today like so lame sia.. the cheers so lame.... the leature was so boring i nearly fell asleep.And the dance was like... is that a dance?Now i dunno what subject combination to choose... at first thought of S101 + history..but then later scarly not good... then i dunno. After that i know you guys...or girls..whatever,went to bk. then the guys like dunno whether to join u or not,but in the end stay at kfc. then i order the buddy meal and eat ALL of it. yeah i know, 2 person meal i eat all lol.The rest was like... hey kenny, ur stomach can handle ar, wy dont u grow fat =P But then after thati realized that i ate toomuch and ran out of money to topup my ezlink card and cant go back. Luckly myfather's workplace is nearby, i could just pop in and borrow a bit to topup my card =)
ok this sucks,im typing from a public computer because the home one is locked down (by parents again....)damnit... i could break it, but they'll find out VERY soon... so i sad leh.Im a computer game tester online for a game thats being developed and i dunno what to say to the boss if i didnt turn up for "work". will he kick me out? >_<
Finally, please. Dont be like this (am i begging you?i hope not) I do like you very much (for a friend ok?) and i hate being tossed asid like that.erm.. ok that sounds unlike me. eh.
From,
cuddling December 21 Have a very "snowy" christmas!Dear Jimmy,
Hey! I mean, hello. Damn good to be able to write again. Ok lets see.. whats first... Oh yeah, today. Was the "field trip" ok? I hope i wasnt too cold in snow city.... If thats so... yeah its my fault, should have went to skate instead >_< But still, it was great to be out and "getting hot" =) Thanks alot... for everything. Was sad that i didnt manage to spatter you with enough snow though...Oh yeah, and your present too, i havent open it yet. i'll do it later. Same wrapping cover from the one i gave you? I knew it. lol! I know i didnt talk much, for some reason my throat gets stuck everytime i wanted to open my mouth =O. "fumes" mimi said that your sister is that kind of quiet cute little girl... obivously, she was mistaken. =P Doesnt matter, Alisha (correct me if im wrong) is quite a good girl. :) cute though, not like you ^_^
Ok other stuff, Nicholas (my classmate) bought me to a church during the 2nd week (i think). Well, it was different from what i pictured it. I thought its those kind of slow... calm churches, but i was wrong. Its very hip, very rock. They even have a band and they rock big time. Great music too. But i still have still have to turn down nicholas offer on embracing Jesus. My mind is still pretty fixed on what i have now.
I know im not supposed to be talking about daphane, but still. i sort of miss her messages... now i come to think about it =(
Great! So many of us are going MI, im sure we'll have a good time there =) Dont worry, you wont be late the first day, i'll make sure of that. yea, it'll take about less than 1 hour from simei to Bukit Batok, just wake up early and you'll be fine.
Merry Chritmas! I havent forgotten that its your mom's birthday, i promise i'll get her something =).
Until my memory returns..
cuddling November 30 FINALLY, that stupid computer got fixedDear Jimmy,
Howdy, its been a long long time... My stupid graphic card broke down (due to too much playing i guess) and i couldnt use my computer =(. Luckily its fixed now =) Hehehe... Ok here are some stuff that never got written down for a long time..
1)Firstly, i decided to erase all those info that got to do with HER, well, just because she seemed so hurt about it =( I didnt mean any harm or whatever when i first wrote it down. Hope she cheers up. Anyway, thanks alot jimmy =)
2)Hey, remember that time in which i told you that i said good night to you every night? Yea, its word-for-word. As in i really said goodnight, although i really doubt that you can hear it lol. Sometimes i think that im being a real idiot sometimes... but who cares man, life isnt fun without a hint of crazy inside it.
3)heard that you're going on holiday, please be sure to enjoy it. eheh... you're a lucky gal.
4)My mind's pretty blank now...couldnt think of anything else... =X although i DO know that i did want to type ALOT of stuff, but for some reason i cant remember them. Ok.. thats really lame. (^(00)^)
Alright... i'll put more as soon as my memory return,until then, cya and have fun =)
From,
cuddling October 28 Did you like it?Dear Jimmy,
Hey hey, you alright back there? Hows things going? Hmm... i wanted to ask you whether did you like the present i got for you...but err... the words cant come out from my mouth XD. So how was it? Was it too small or something? i hope not. Actually i wanted to get one of those huge huggables in mini toons. You know... those on the top shelf, but when i asked them they said they didnt have tigger, only bugz and so forth. Well... lucky me =P. Thanks for inviting me in, yes i had a great time... ok maybe not only by watching those cartoons, but also the pasta your mum made. really, its very good. I had never tasted anything like that before (ok... maybe its because i have never eaten that before). Said that your house is messy? haha... next time u come look at mine.
As usual... some of my little notes.
1)I must thank mini for telling me get the right stuff =O If she didnt do anything well... you would be getting a huge (and i really mean huge, look at "the wrong message") bugz bunny huggable. But about the chocalate, i did know that you like kinder.b, but i had no idea that its your favourite. =D
2)Confession: I'm lazy. Right now, im jsut sitting in front of the computer typing this while im supposed to be doing work. Ok... i havent done my history and social studies homework and didnt revise for my MT. My seat is already getting hot. I guess i'll have to do A.Math later... like i promised my teacher. Now my A.Math tuition is tuesday to saturday >_> 4.30pm to 8.00pm sigh...
3)Dont be too upset for your physics practical, as i said before.... theres always the written paper right? Comeon... you can do it. If you cant it means im an idiot =O
4)Hm... just in case you want to know my marks... here they are...
English B4
Chinese B4 (but for 0 lvl got C6 >_> )
Hum B4
DnT B3
Maths A2
Science B4
A.Math D7
is that all?
CCA B3
CME (lol ) A
NAFA 30 points (this one i must laugh, lololol )
5)Dont forget that next week's the MT. ( but i doubt u'll do that, you did remind me after all) Well... if u plan to put it into your L1R4/R5 try your very best. Even if you're not gonna do that... DO IT WELL. it'll look weird if u get everything A for your O level and suddenly theres a C5. If u had gotton merit for your oral... im sure u can get at least a B4 or above easily. I only got pass =(
I guess its up till here... its now 10.25pm and im not supposed to be using the com (again). If u ever feel sad or down or something like that, just go and get the tigger and hug it tight :). you'll feel better. if you dont... the tigger will have to answer to me =P. just dont trim his whiskers ok? Good night jimmy.
aidios,
cuddling October 25 Happy birthday?Dear Jimmy,
Let me start off by singing a birthday song to you.
Happy Birthday to you...
Happy Birthday to you...
Happy Birthday to Jimmy/Nazzie/Shainaz ( lol )
Happy Birthday to you...
clap
clap
clap
clapclapclap
okok i know thats lame =P
So... hows your preparation for your 'O's? I dont wish to remind you, but the next one is on monday (that is, if you're retaking Mother Tongue) correct me if im wrong. Just came back from school... kinda skipped the last lesson. Was so tired that if i went for it, i would have fallen asleep. I might as well go back. Been quite some time since i wrote, nearly a month. Well, been busy lately. I do hope that you're coming torromow. Alright... some new updates ( so called updates)
1) O levels, thats it isnt it? Really, i have been like... er slagging away for so long? And i only just bought my Social Studies Textbook Sec 4. gah... been very lazy. I hope you're not like that. Wont want you to do badly in your Os
2)Yes, your birthday. Im not sure whether will you read this before i give u my present, but i might as well put it down. Firstly, i must confess i have been quite lazy, i wanted to get you your present, but so far i cant. (for reasons best know to myself... unless you ask me) But i'll give it to you most likely next week after your MT. That way, it would be a surprise, right? In anycase, how was your birthday? did you get any cake or something?
For now, thats about it. There are lots of things i should say, but i cant get it out of my mouth (or in this case, my fingers)
so until torromow... cya
From,
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